I was a curious young guy and I experimented with a couple of guys, it started out with a black cross dresser that would suck my dick on occassion, then led me to sucking some white dudes dick.
To be honest, I was unsure about even getting my dick sucked by a dude, but I did it 2-3 times if I recall.
I would get gay urges randomly, and ended up sucking some white guys dick.
I immediately regretted all of it after it was said and done, but too little too late.
How do I live the rest of my life as a straight man, knowing I was one curious enough to actually seek out a dick to suck, and had my own inside of another mans mouth?
Do you still want to suck dick on occasion?
>>17514648
I mean if I found the right dick, sure. I'd prefer a passable tranny dick to suck. Bailey Jay tier.
>>17514638
>How do I live the rest of my life as a straight man, knowing I was one curious enough to actually seek out a dick to suck, and had my own inside of another mans mouth?
I don't understand why this is such a big deal. Same with posters who are always policing whether or not someone is allowed to call themselves straight. If you like ladies go for ladies, who gives a shit if you've sucked a dick or not? Are people that insecure in their masculinity that this is some traumatic badge of gay that you have to live down for the rest of your life?
>>17514653
then you are not a straight man and since not once have you mentioned a female or any part of one I'd sat you're gay
>>17514638
Fun fact from a bisexual man:
ladies love a guy that has experimented with their feminine side, and isn't afraid to be a lil gay.
Look, I understand where you're coming from about being confused and subsequently being a little disgusted based on the challenging of who you are. I've been there too.
It's seriously not a big deal. Truth is, we're all a little bi, and that's not a bad thing. Just move on with life. If anything, be happy that you've had the experience (which not many people have) and be happy that you're not a closeted, self-hating gay that makes the world a little bit worse.
>>17514755
>Are people that insecure in their masculinity
so you say if a man doesn't suck a dick at some point and they find it humorous when men that do consider themselves straight it is I that is insecure in my sexuality? No actually it is the dick sucker that is
>>17514779
>you're not a closeted, self-hating gay
but I think OP is right on the cusp of self hating
We all have a dick or two in the past that we regret sucking. It's just a normal part of growing up.
Get over it and move on to better and hopefully bigger things.
>>17514855
>We all have a dick or two in the past
no we all haven't but since that helps you sleep at night you go right ahead
>black crossdresser fuckbuddy
H-hi anon