I am honestly depressed and afraid of the world. Help please.

>>17511252
why?

>>17511252
i am too anon

4chan will just make it worse or better. go to r9k

>>17511252
Make a world in which you feel safe.

>>17511259

I come from a fucked up family and I have a lot of pressure on me to succeed academically (halfway through second year of university). I constantly have intense feelings of dread, I spent my Summer 90% in my apartment only leaving to go to the gym in my building or run errands. I am afraid of ending up like my siblings and the world we live in scares me. It's not a good place and I find myself loathing being around people. I have legitimately cut off everyone. Friends, flings, a lot of my family. There is only 1 person I keep in touch with online and sometimes we fool around. She js basically cheating on her fiance and we made llans to fuck already. She is 11 years older than me and engaged. I don't know why I am telling you this but I think I am a shitty person. I don't let people get close to me anymore I fear serious relationships and commitment I don't trust anyone anymore except maybe my mother.

>>17511252
Challenge it. For 30 days, each day do more than the previous one, set a goal and go after it. Face the fear and charge head on. If you loose youll loose you could just crawl back to your shell if you win, you win life. And I promise you all it takes is 30 days without missing one day.

Do it and do think about it go anon