Thread replies: 6
Thread images: 1
Thread images: 1
My dog died yesterday. I saw how car hit her in front of me, I saw her lying on the road, making her last sound and dying couple of seconds later. It's the first time I felt so depressed and It's very rare for me to be emotional.
It's my mistake that she died, the worst part is that my second dog saw it and now he is walking around looking for the other one but they'll never play together again. He seems so lost and I can't help him.
I've never felt this bad even when my grandfather died.
This made me think that there is no actual reason to live.
Sorry dog I wasn't better for you, I miss you and I can't overcome the fact that you're not here.
Bear with me /adv/, I had to write it here, don't want to talk about it with anyone I know irl. How can I live with it?
>>
This too shall pass.
>>
Should've gotten a cat instead
>>
>>17507873
I never wanted any animals, it's just my family that likes having them.
>>
I'm sorry for your loss, and to hear that you're hurting so. But why are you blaming yourself for this? You weren't driving that car.
Dogs can be... odd... about this sort of thing. When my grandfather died a few years ago, his dog carried one of his socks around for days. It was heartbreaking.
>>
>>17507992
I shouldn't have led to thar situation. My dog shouldn't have been there in that moment, I could let her leave house 5 minutes later and she wouldn't die.
I just hope my other dog will live with it somehow. I can't stand watching how he walks from one place to another clearly looking for the other dog.
Thread posts: 6
Thread images: 1
Thread images: 1