Hi /adv/, i'm 20 years old, have a really nice girlfriend, an awesome family, a good job, have plans to educate myself and really nice friends you can only dream of.
But... I feel like there is no reason to live. I feel very mixed in my feelings. Throughout the day im happy and on other thoughts but when i'm alone i just wish i was dead.
Really strange feeling feeling i must say.
So /adv/ wtf should i do? I habe a really good life, yet i feel... Worthless.
Ps: dont even try to push me into suicide, way too much of a pussy to kill myself.
Go visit the men's rights subs on plebbit to find out why you're feeling worthless and do some reading on the issue. Like real books, written by smart people.
In addition, if you're white go spend time on /pol/.
At least that way you'll stop feeling worthless. You'll feel angry and get to laugh at the insanity of the west. Your choice.
>>17491895
>You'll feel angry and get to laugh at the insanity of the west.
I'd say the insanity of the world in general. I'm in a similar position op, depressed (actually diagnosed), but no reason at all. Seeing all the morons anywhere and watching people do stupid shit is probably one of the triggers.
I understand where you're coming from and honestly I think you just need to learn how to feel good about yourself and enjoy spending time alone. This can be done by cultivating oneself. Reading books, watching good movies (that actually teach you something or expand your mind), taking time and effort to create truly meaningful relationships with other people, finding something that you truly enjoy doing...etc. These things are important and might stop you from feeling empty and worthless.
Also, spiritiually cultivate yourself. Put the trivial things aside for a while.
Op here.
Really appreciate you guys for your advice.
I usually play games to surpress the depressing thoughts. But as soon as i stop soing things i just feel sort of sad.