>>17488947
Are you sure it's just about you attracting them, and not at all about them attracting you?
Maybe because feckless/suicidal/unstable describes you to
People feel the weaklings, as lion feels who is the weakest gazelle. They are broken, so is you, and they simply don't have any other choice.
I only dated girl that one of her parents commited suicide and I didn't even check before.