I want to disappear.

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I want to disappear. 2016-08-23 05:57:29 Post No. 17488631
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I want to disappear. Anonymous 2016-08-23 05:57:29 Post No. 17488631 [Report]

This may be a bit of a lengthy post so settle in.

I want to disappear, or goddamnit, I just want someone (a corporate entity, group, anything) to take me in and take care of me. I'll do anything, just please let me live.

I masturbate on and off (I've been doing this since HS to offset my depression/loneliness but it always makes it worse and makes me suicidal/even more depressed, the endorphin rush keeps me at it, i cant stop).

I've tried being normal etc and fitting in and atleast be accepted for once but nothing works, I'm always either ignored/looked at oddly.

Please god someone out there help me, I'll do anything, i cant take this anymore.

I can do some HTML/CSS, a tiny bit of Javascript etc, barely C++.

I don't even watch much TV anymore (if I do it's either NHK World or BBC International, only two I accept) please god, anyone out there.

I'm sound desperate but I am, I'm 20, I live with my grandmother and work down the street at a restaurant, I live in San Antonio, I said it, you know where I live. Take me in, accept me as one of your own.

Or, should I just disappear over to a remote place in Northern Europe, where its cold and nobody lives.

help me god.

Anonymous 2016-08-23 06:15:24 Post No.17488656
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Anonymous 2016-08-23 06:15:24 Post No.17488656 [Report]

I've debated becoming a nun or joining a cult. It'd be a nice change of pace for an anxious person like me. Good luck on your igloo

Anonymous 2016-08-23 06:22:16 Post No.17488666
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Anonymous 2016-08-23 06:22:16 Post No.17488666 [Report]

I've read your post a few times but I still can't really make out a problem. Are you depressed? Do you want to run away to start a new life? Or maybe you want to run away from it all and just hide?

newsflash, it isn't gonna get better. Do you really think if anyone took you away and took care of you it would get better? No. Maybe initially, but soon you'll be unhappy again with your unaccomplished life.

You wanna get better, work on improving yourself. Imo joining the army would be a good idea, you'll be part of a family, you'll focuss on bettering yourself, and you'll be doing something good. Not through begging but because of hard work.

Anonymous 2016-08-23 06:24:53 Post No.17488670
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Anonymous 2016-08-23 06:24:53 Post No.17488670 [Report]

>>17488666
Depressed and wanting to run away, army/military is out of the question due to how my parents are. People just don't like me.

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I'm aware that Imgur.com will stop allowing adult images since 15th of May. I'm taking actions to backup as much data as possible.
Read more on this topic here - https://archived.moe/talk/thread/1694/