I'm new to being an adult, in all honesty. I have to know, how do people handle insurance, finances, and work/school without wishing they were dead? Handling all of It (life stuff) seems impossible.
>>17487620
Being an adult is like exercise. It never stops hurting.
>>17487620
Step one..realize that adult things like tax,insurancre, money and the likes dont actually exist. They are fabricated systems to to ensure the fruits of common labors are disperst amongst tge rulers
Second. Procreation as it is advatised and accepted today is so that those of a strong gene pool dont have the genetic advantage they used yo and tge gene pool is flooded with weaker genes making them more maluable as a race
And lastly you musy realise that the only difference between you now and you as a child is experience. Dont let experience cloud yout dreams.
Ideally you should be taught the basics in a calm, understanding and helpful matter by your parents, but since you weren't it's gonna be hard. Also since you weren't I conclude that your parents were lacking in many other departmens and left you as ungrowed or maybe even damaged emotionally and psychologically individual hence your first coping mechanism is to with for death (very unhealthy).
You should not be so hard on yourself, it's normal to fuck sometimes and you aren't supposed to know everything spescially for your parents didn't teach you.
Just try to move one step at a time and soon you will have sure footing.
I wish someone would invent this and society would accept it.
Having someone who's willing to help out financially is a plus, be it your parents, a gf/bf, or just a friend. If you have someone who's willing to help feed you and take care of you, life will be 100 times better.
Setting some of your bills to auto draft helps you to not have to worry manually paying them, which helps take the psychological factor of "I have to pay this bill" out of the equation.
Until you have a good steady job or career setup making decent money, just accept you will be more likely to face financial hardship, debt, late bills, and stress.