Never had this while growing up. I know I had anger issues but never like this. Basically to sum it up, I have moments where I have out of body / alternative personality experiences. Usually I do something dominating when I am under that persona. So far I noticed it only happens when I am around women.
Examples:
Was talking to a guidance counselor. I mention how I like things "Hard", bam I forget what I am saying and start coming on to her hardcore. I notice her nipples are hard so I look at them and wink at her. She feels nervous. We both walk out while i have a hard on. I went in extremely stressed and depressed, I walked out wondering wtf just happened?
I missed an exam so I e-mailed a teacher of mine begging for another date. She catches up with me on my way to class. She tells me I can take the exam later. I look at her with zero expression, tell her okay great and keep walking. I got to the class and realized what I had done, so I stayed after class and sucked up for her alittle because I felt like an asshole.
There was this girl who had been annoying me quite alot in a lab of mine. Would keep picking on me while I was trying to do experiments. I was pretty solid with my professor and I felt like she was trying to break our bromance. Anyways one day I go to bathroom and on my way back I run into her, she tells me the professor was looking for me and she told him she had no idea where I ventured off to. I felt angry, depressed and stressed because the bitch could have told him where I was. Anyways I got back to class. I looked at the girl and I turned into that other persona again. I literally looked into her eyes, smiling and I questioned her about the entire interaction. She got scared and basically told me it was her who was complaining to him about me. After that the girl started acting nice.
I had shit like this happen before. It always involves me being very stressed and scared, and a woman. I may have done this to men too but in case of men it was a fight.
Any idea what the fuck is going on? i completely lose control and have shitty memory of the event after. And in some cases I have to apologize to people.
I actually act very proper and nice, but I know as a kid alot of people used to call me a psycho. But back then i was a good kid, I still am. Maybe I do shit I don't notice idk,.
Maybe it's just the adrenaline?
>>17485366
So you sexually assaulted your guidance counselor, acknowledged your teacher, and asked a fellow student about a conversation she had? so far only one of those are cause for concern...
>guidance counselor
>"persona" taking over your body
Welcome, everyone, to daddy issues and special snowflake syndrome.
>>17485739
Lol woops I didn't even read
>>17485481
How is that sexual assault? She was turned on, and that's it. He didn't force himself on her.
>>17485481
Dumbass white knight cuck, doesn't understand the difference between harassment and assult
sounds like you have repressed rage.
Go purge.