For a while now I've been feeling very guilty about the kind of porn I watch.
I've watched Interracial porn in the past and never saw anything wrong with it until I learnt about cuckolding. Now whenever I see even a suggestion for IR porn I feel insecure and dirty if I watch it. Its genuinely hurt my perception of the world even though I know that porn is the furthest thing from real life.
Obviously the white guys also have 12inch dicks that are larger than mine but for some reason its the IR that gets to me.
Its gotten to the point where I began fapping to cuckold image captions, the subject matter really turned me on and I've been trying to fight it sense that moment.
I know if I don't stop I'll end up rewiring my brain to only fined stimulation in cuckolding and IR. I think I'm getting better as long as I don't fall back into cuckolding.
>Thoughts and opinions welcome.
>>17477722
We all have our fetishes man.
Does pic related have a video?
It's naughty because you're subconsciously racist, or at least grew up in a racist context
Stop watching porn for a while. Simple fix.
>>17477765
that's not the case
>>17477722
Porn defines you as much as a dream. It only says a little about you but it's sometimes hard to accept what can give you some pleasure. You feel insecure because it doesn't correlate with what you are, your values and it socially defines you in a wrong way. And that's ok. I mean, it's your intimacy and it doesn't have to mean anything. It's just mechanical : it works.
>>17477776
not the guy you replied to but I GUARANTEE you that's the case. Racism is integral to how the cuck fetish functions--"watch this big black ape defile my pure aryan qt" is essentially the hook, no? Further, people are inherently racist, at least to a certain extent; just human nature.
But don't feel guilty about any of this dude. Porn is porn, not real life. I'm really into bbw porn but I'm a skinny straight girl irl lol. Ya can't let something as silly as what gets you off define who you are as a person
>>17477789
Its definitely not the race thing, maybe Didn't explain it well enough but its the cuckold part that's detrimental to me and anyone that's been exposed to it, IR is fine otherwise.
>>17477779
I wouldn't say its mechanical but I've definitely gone past it.