I have always known what life is about. Is there any point in

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Eh after this post I never plan to post online again, ever. This post won't be bullshit, it's all the truth.

My whole life I felt less, inferior and I am sick and tired of it. I threw everything at it and nothing worked, people still think and know me as inferior, they treat me as such too.

Growing up I was short. So people used to call me midget, even my best friend. I had Hiroshima type acne (which completely disappeared as I got older), so people used to say my face was disgusting.

My father used to say I was ugly and disgusting because my nose was huge. My father also used to call me a retard, drag me around and laugh and disrespect me infront of people.

My mother was an attention seeking psychopathic cunt. She had two of my cats thrown out, the third she killed herself. Every interest I ever had, that stupid fucking cunt got rid of it somehow. I managed to have two best friends and a decent school life because I worked day and night and I would never be home. But eventually my cunt mother had us all move to another country for the sake of my sister (who never put any effort into life). Then I lost everything.

In the new country my cunt mother kept her habbits going, always putting me down to get attention for herself. She used me as a way for sympathy, how unrul I was - to constantly manipulate others into helping her lazy fucking fat ass. So basically I had no respect in new country other. I made friends but my cunt mother called them enough times that they got sick of me.

Now, I am in my late 20s. Same thing. The society looks at me and sees a virgin. When I do something nice I do it because I am pathetic and I am trying to "get some". Hot women use me as a fucking tool, ask me to hold their purse so they can go take a shit in the club's bathroom. Really??

College teacher uses me as a butt of jokes. My GPA was higher than everyone else. Fucking even librarian at school library now started picking on me. I ignore her now and give her dirty looks.