I broke up with my girlfriend. I can't take this special job opportunity, because my knee is injured, and I found myself in $1,000 debt with a surprise banking fee that took $200 (my grocery, transit pass, and haircut money) away. I don't have any friends, and none of my parental figures are answering the phone to even let me vent, because they're personally swamped and want me to be independent without any issues.
Are things going to get any better? How do you figure? I could get therapy every day by crying wolf about suicidal thoughts, but I can't lie about something like that. Do I just hold tight and hope I don't snap or get talen to court for the $1000? What about the lack of friends?
>>17471428
This too shall pass... Be kind to yourself and others.
Its only 1000 dollars, get a job fast and youll pay it back in no time
>no friends
Literally who gives a fuck, focus on getting money
>>17471473
because I could make a million and without friends it wouldn't mean much
>youll pay it back
Thanks. If they give me time, I will. Can it go to court and they reach into your bank account to take your money? I need $400 a month for rent.
You should learn meditation so that when you are flooded with BS like again in the future, you have a source of strength outside of your money and worldly influence.
>>17471507
I have used mindfulness to stay mentally afloat, and it had been working well. In the past, I would have been wailing desperate.
The meditation isn't connecting me to God or anything like that. I figure all I am is material, and my soul is kind of gone in a sense.