I have nothing going for me in my life right now, nothing to

>>17471072
I'm in the same position mate. It will probably give you little reassurance but you aren't suffering alone.

My entire life's has been predetermined with education and such and now I'm at the final stage, I've realised that I don't want to endure it anymore.

Being on the precipice of a new beginning is extremely daunting but I am willing to take the plunge, as should you. New beginnings are healthy, a distraction from our menial existence.

Keep going as long as you can. That's my only plan at the moment.

>>17471110
I'm so fucking bored, there's nothing to fill the gaps. All work and no play is driving me insane.

I really can't be fucking bothered. I want something in my life that I look forward to. I want something to give me incentive to get up in the morning.

For the past 2 years that was training, but now I hate that.

>>17471121
Think of how many more doors will open simply by completing this course.

What were you training for?

>>17471125
Chemistry primarily.

I can live with that, it's just having nothing else in my life that's bringing me down.
What else is there to do? What's the point?

>>17471133

When I'm feeling low, I force myself to go out on my bike, or do some sort of exercise. It makes me feel somewhat whole again for a little while.

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>>17471072
I feel like i'm in the exact same boat right now.
The reason i don't kill myself is because i want to know what will happen in my life.
I'm pretty sure my IQ is way over average and i can accomplish something cool and live a happy life with my future wife i will now. Btw im 19.

>>17471072
I'm in the same boat my Anon friends. I'm 21, family life was bizarre to say the least. Parents never really gave me advice on people, older brother lost his mind and I live with my Grandma.

>Finally drop community college after realizing it was in the middle of the ghetto.
>Going to a decent school that isn't too pricey while living at home.
>I don't even know why I wake up anymore.
>The only thing that makes me feel alive is working out. I enjoy being my own challenge and doing more reps while listening to Iggy Pop.
>The weights keep me from killing myself. The pain makes me feel alive. It's my feeling.
>Family says I shouldn't do sports or learn a new language..
>I picked up some Spanish and Japanese pretty quickly. Nothing amazing but I had fun and
enjoyed my teachers.
>I love my family but looking back on it they really held me back.