I don't know what to do next. I'm so anxious, I hate everything.. I don't know if i'm ready for the real world yet. I was in special ed throughout all of school. I'm living with semi-senile parents. I've been sitting on my computer for the past month or so and I can't figure out how to move on. I don't even have my license yet. I'm going to college I guess.
All I want to do is sit at my computer. How fucked am I? I also asked out a girl and got rejected, and as an ENFP this has led me into a downward spiral of depression. I used to have motivation.
I want to be successful, have a beautiful wife, kids, nice car, have a nice house, etc. I want money, yet I don't want to work. Help?
>ENFP
>This Mayers Briggs bullshit isn't gonna die, is it?
OP, for someone in special ed and your family, you sound quite normal.
Read this first for motivation (I know the site is shit, but this article sums it all up): http://www.cracked.com/blog/6-harsh-truths-that-will-make-you-better-person/
My personal advice: Shut down your computer, plug it off and put it in a box far away. Then go outside, talk to REAL people and sit on a bench until you figure out, what really interests you. Then come back here.
>>17464423
get out more.
Growth comes from suffering. even suffering as minimal as getting off the computer.
>>17464465
Okay, I'm feeling motivated now. How do I deal with my semi-senile parents then?
>>17464522
You move out!
If you don't have the money, you go looking for a job RIGHT FUCKING NOW! It doesn't matter what job it is. It doesn't matter if it's you cleaning toilets paying only minimum wage. Just go out, work and save every penny until you can afford at least a shared flat.