Late bloomer?

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I'm a late bloomer. In high school I was an ugly, skinny beta virgin nerd.

Then I got older, taller, grew into my face more, became muscular, and now I can confidently say I'm physically attractive. The problem is I'm still the awkward dweeb internally. I'm a dare I say Chad on the outside but a metal, anime, WoW and 4chan loving neckbeard on the inside.


Girls come up to me at bars and will chat me up, then say "oh what? You're so cute why are you awkward??" And then walk off. Girls touch my arms and shoulders and make comments about my physique but I literally just freeze up. Once when this happened I just blurted out "wanna skip this and head to my place?" And the girl who was groping me a second ago just walked off.

I've tried using tinder with some success. I've had a couple flings and a couple one night stands in my life, but now at 23, I want to make changes and make up for lost time. I'll settle down when I'm more established in my career in my 30s. For now I want to fuck a lot of women. A lot. I don't care how hot they are, as long as they're not *too* fat and too ugly, I'll give you my dick.

My specific goals are to have a whoole lot of sex with one night stands or make some fuck buddies. No prostitutes, no escorts. I want to chat a girl up, charm her pants off and fuck her on the same night I meet her/first tinder date. I just know in my gut I have so much potential to achieve my goal, people tell me I'm a handsome fucker all the time but it's this stupid awkward nerd shit that holds me back.

Can I realistically become like the charismatic football quarterback in high school who fucked the cheerleaders.
It feels like being in 2nd place. "You've got the physical package, but you're an awkward beta and the hot girls are just out of your reach". "Anon, you're a tall athletic male if I was in your body id be slaying pussy everyday"
How do I change?

>inb4 humble brag
> inb4 just b urself