Well, shit, I don't like myself much when I'm drunk.
How I behave also depends on the people I'm with.
When I'm with people I know and trust, I start kissing them, cheeks and lips, gender does not matter.
When I'm with people I barely know, I can also get a bit touchy, and I don't stop even when I'm told to. I also get somewhat defensive, but never aggressive.
Also, I always fucking text my ex, more like, sing to my ex in voice messages, although, I had never felt shame in this, and was able to laugh it off the day after, but not this time.
What I need is to come to terms with my drunk self, 'cus it's just myself without inhibitions. But I cannot stop feeling shame, when I am with people I don't know much. Maybe I'm just too self conscious?
You're an alcoholic and you need to stop drinking
Then...stop drinking??? Why is this a question. Literally all your problems would be solved if you quit drinking so much. You sound exhausting to be around when drunk, honestly.
>sing to my ex in voice messages
Do you not understand how creepy and weird that is? And stop sexually harassing people you nitwit.
OP here, I actually get that drunk only once every 2 months.
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You're still fucking up one time too many even if you only drink like that once a year. No wonder your ex dumped you, honestly. I get that you want to be your true self or whatever, but being a human being also means respecting other people, which means not acting like a 2 year old while you do whatever you want, aka be an asshole. How can it really be your true self if you need to constantly drink to be that way?