At every turn I get fucked over really hard in life. Every little or big expectation is flipped and turned into something sour.
>final hope to prove to myself that things can work out with organization and focus
>plan trip with gf
>3 months in advance
>save up every penny we have
> it's in 2 days, we raised the money, we're going
>she got terribley sick out of nowhere and I've taken her to the clinic and done everything I can
>trip most likely is going to be miserable
What do I do at this point? I've lost all hope, I have a PTSD type of thing when it comes to expecting anything or having to do anything because it always turns out terrible.
Ever heard of something called a self fulfilling prophecy
expect the worst and hope for the best
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My car got totaled 2 times in 3 months from natural disasters, it's also had tree branches fall on it when I'm not parked near a tree. Every event I've planned in the past year has not worked out for bizzare coincidences. Every errand I've ran has some catch to it that makes it a headache to work with. I've tried being positive and being cool and not thinking about it. I just get blindsided too often.