Cutting weird habits

>>17446192
Weird habits aside, are you doing okay in life? If you are, who gives a shit if you're weird? It's practically trendy nowadays; all the kids are bragging about how weird they are.

>>17446219
Nah. Pretty fucking far from okay. My lack of social skills and the bad vibes I send is one of the reasons for that, so the OP is part of me trying to get to the root of the problem.

This isn't the main source of everything bad going on in my life, of course, but this is part of a general "be/act normal" mentality I've been following in lieu of something better.

>>17446250
Perhaps you should see a therapist about this?

I'm curious about the stalking, OP. How did you decide to start stalking these people?

I used to stalk a couple of people. It was friends, where the relationship had ended badly, and I guess it just felt unresolved. I was always curious what they were doing with their lives.

One was an ex who developed a drug problem and became abusive at the end...after we broke up, I still wanted to know how she was, mostly out of morbid fascination. I was afraid for and of her.

The other was a friend who went through some traumatic stuff, and simply cut off all ties with the social group. I guess I just needed to know how she was doing. It was never a love/attraction thing, just curiosity about what she would do after starting over.

>>17446192
Create a list of ultimate goals. By this I mean you should write down a list of where you want to be a while from now. In your case, it would be:

>Stop watching porn
>Learn how to dress and posture yourself
>Develop better social skills

just go with and take it to the next level.