I who have nothing

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Basically within the year I have gotten rid and lost my best friends. Basically one of them..while a best friend was a complete selfish dick....I'm getting older so I decided to cut that person off after a barrage of insults for not being able to hang out that day. Friend two and I remained friends for about a year after. Friend two always agreed with me cutting off friend one. (We were all tight). Anyways after a difficult point in my life friend one decided to pop back up pretending to be there for me (its silly because they chose to pop back up and pretend to be a good person when part of the reason I stopped associating with them was because they basically shut me off In a time of need the last time (basically same situation). Anyways friend two eventually got pissed that I "didn't get over it " and made me the bad one because friend 1 was "sad". All I could think is that this is the same pathetic selfish shit they always pull....and now when I'm in a time of need they pop back up? fuck that...anyways friend 2 decided to shut me out...probably to try to give me a piece of my own medicine I guess? Anyways friend one basically is out of mind, I definitely deserved better..but I feel particularly hurt by friend 2...I though they had my back...I thought they understood me....anyone have a similar situation? somehow I feel in the wrong