So I'm an alcoholic.
Saturday morning at about 5 am, I'm hammered and decide it would be a good idea to hit the highway with my bike. I tried a stupid manouvre (so I'm told by the er staff), and rear-end an SUV at 70 mph. Lucky to be alive.
I was in the hospital for about 18 hours. My injuries are actually minor, but for some reason knowing I almost died doesn't do much for my motivation to quit drinking.
Anyone have a similar experience? What's the best way out of this mess?
This fucker hurts a bit too.
>>17417135
The obvious answer. Stop drinking. Get help if you need it.
The way you're living right now is like a coward's version of suicide. It's bad enough that you don't care about yourself, but when your cries for help put other people's lives/safety at risk, then you're just being a bad fucking person. I hope they take your license away from you. You shouldn't be allowed to have a car or a motorcycle
go to rehab
>>17417319
go to rehab
>>17417135
Friend, I'm the best alcoholic you'll ever talk to. You want to get out? Just stop drinking. It's the only way out. Personally I keep destroying myself even knowing that. Still, there has to be a limit, why the fuck would you endanger other people? I've passed out and experienced serious dysfunctions from my body at home from drinking, but nobody should care. Just don't endanger someone else you moronic fuckwit.
Do you NEED the bike? If not, get rid, you'll kill yourself.