>be me
>be autistic (asperger disease)
>going from hyper sensibility to emotional repression
>be bisexual
>hate myself, got shit-ton of insecurities
>have alcool issues
>depression is daily life in the land of "Make-Believe"
>don't do shit during day except play bass guitar and paint shit.
>Feel love towards family, but they don't understand my love.
>recently dumped by bf. ("it's not you, it's me" stuff)
>fall deeper into depression
>going for hard liquors now.
The worst part is : I'm not even mad for him leaving me. I'm mad he's not blaming me. FML.
>inb4 : that's 100% a faggot thread.
Quit drinking alcohol first off. You have to do that if you want to get better at all. See a doctor about anti-depressants. You're kinda fucked since alcohol and anti-depressants are dangerous together so it's gotta be one or the other.
You're probably underage so your degeneracy with being bi should fix itself after you've grown up.
Quit drinking. See a doctor. Grow up.
>>17415953
>You're probably underage so your degeneracy with being bi should fix itself after you've grown up.
Kek. He's right you know. Stop drinking, and stop being a faggot
>>17415936
Turn your brain off.
Go crazy, have some fun.
Invite people over, drink with them, fuck them.
>>17416519
don't do this lol
welp. Was too stoned to reply up until now.
>>17415953
I just got 18 actually. But yeah. I'm nowhere close to being an adult. Even less being a responsible one.
I already go see a therapist. Problem is I'm a compulsive liar. I don't know how to cope with reality and I just create my own reality to deal with unpleasant facts, which, "surprisingly enough" doesn't work. But I actually can make myself believe for a period of time a lie and then act like it really happened.
And I already know about "being bisexual only works when you're young and inexperienced". I still said it because it gives a clearer view of my position.