>Been philosophizing all summer
>Ventured out of my comfort zones
>Exercised, socialized, went to see art and plays
I just feel empty after discovering the nihilist texts and have been an active Buddhist for a while.
Tl;dr How do I apply meaning and substance to my life when I know there's no point in it all?
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Worry about graduating highschool first.
If you can't find meaning, make your own.
Find some ideal to strive for. That is all there is in life.
Go ride a motorcycle, you will figure it out.
Or watch movie Vanish Point.
Read to find a meaning.
FAP bring the life, too.
The older you get the less you care about metaphysical bullshit. Not that you make sense of any of it, but you just kinda start to feel at home in the void after living in it for so long.