I feel like I drink and do drugs and ignore advice I know is

You just described my life "to the tee" OP, I dont know how to get rid of the feeling I just workout now to try and better myself so I have hope of attaining love or how I perceive it.

>>17408603
English is not my native language, I'm sorry if my grammar is bad.

>>17408590
There is no one person that completes you. The only person that can offer you happiness is yourself. Looking for someone to provide you happiness is a trap and ultimately will make you unhappy. You can be with someone and be happy, but happiness comes internally, not externally.

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>>17408590
Oh and it blows to be an introverted male with eclectic interests ranging beyond the norm; to express a typically unspoken universal mutual woe of this cesspit.

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Do you think That someone you love should be loving an alcoholic, drug addicted which doesn't know how to recognize a Good advice?... Start doing some exercise(Calisthenic exercises and some 10km jogging provides motivation), do some volunteering or try to get a job where you can learn something New, learn how to play an instrument, be someone which that special one would like to be. I don't see Anything wrong with your romantic perspective, what is wrong is That you're Just being selfish and don't want to be someone worthy of being loved.

>>17408590

Falling in love won't fix you.

Get therapy, find out why you're so fucked up and then worry about falling in love in that exact order.

>>17408606
this... So in the end, you don't be so dissapointed if something goes wrong