/adv/ I have ptsd and severe depression. I went from a bright

you should join him

That's more than enough, to be honest.
Buy the rest in weed.

>>17396993
You sound like you need the help of a professional. Go spend your money on a psychiatrist, would make you happier anyway.

>>17397007
almost forgot who I was asking for advice, made me smile at least thanks

>>17396993
What happened to you, mate?
Something fucked you up.
Let's talk about it.

Your foggy vision.
I totally get that.
I'm a bit of a drunk.
On the days I'm really hungover. Like I'm on withdrawal.
I see like I'm seeing the world through TV snow, you know?
Like little black dots keep showing up but I don't care.

Anyways, life sounds like shit, but that's life.
But you gotta keep going.

What do you mean it doesn't go away?

>>17397034
severe depression and ptsd, depression with PTSD is usually treatment resistant
>>17397031
Alot of people I know closely died in a very short period of time

>>17397037
>Alot of people I know closely died in a very short period of time
Yeah, and?
Everyone dies.
Shit, my dad died the other day.
That shit hurt.

But that's what happens. We're all gonna die.
All that matters is making this little time we're alive matter.
Not matter in the "cosmic" way.
But matter to us.

My dad was a simple man. He liked to have good meat on the BBQ then go fish on a canoe.
Then sleep while drinking a beer and reading a book.

You know what I think? That's 100% perfect.

He died and I'm sad. I used to talk to him about everything. You think that his death don't matter?

I mourn his death but I see that it's just another thing that people do.
I die, you die, he dies, they die.
And that's OK.

What have you learned from them?
How are you gonna keep on keeping them alive inside you?

>>17397044
thanks anon

What's caused your PTSD?

>>17397164
alot of my friends died within a few years from eachother, but the initial blow was finding my friend hanging from a tree in my backyard

>>17397189
Have you tried talking to a psychiatrist?

>>17397191
did today, and it made me feel worse. That and I've been on and off every ssri and the like, none of them work

>>17397198
Well if a trained professional can't help, I'm not sure what you think we can do for you.

>>17397207
true, just hoping maybe someone else who is in the same position as me would be here to talk. Likely those people probably offed themselves.

>>17397215
Try to find support groups of military vets or some other kind.

>>17397198
Psychs help.
Don't leave it.

The number one thing that helps is fucking talking about.
Don't fucking rely on those god damned pills.
They help but don't cure.

Talk about your pain.

What's hurting you man?
You lose some people?

We're all alone together man. Don't think that your'e unique

>>17397227
the problem is, I don't even think about those people anymore. Those things are just what started it.

I don't get sad thinking about my friends, i don't even think about them. I'm just braindead 24/7 how can I get over something I don't even think about. How can I get over something when I hardly even think

>>17397265
When I was at my bottom, I used to read books under a tree to feel happy.
That was the start.
Then I talked to friends I trusted and they helped me enroll.

You can build yourself out.
Like I did.
I was fucking low once.

I know I said "friends", but that's just a word that replaces motivation.

You can leave bottom.
I did.

I once spent 6 months eating only dates and baloney.
Don't be like me.