I've thought of suicide for over a year now. I feel like I have reached my breaking point. A friend of mine committed suicide a year ago today, and I feel like it is time to join him. Life has just been so shitty. Does it ever get better? I want to retain the hope that it will but I am beginning to doubt myself.
you are not alone
it does get better.
Fucking thing wound let me post the number you can call for help
>>17396934
Yes, it always gets better, I can motherfucking asure you. You can get trough it anon, think about what your friend would want for YOU.
>>17396934
OP, I've been suicidal several times, and now I am so thankful that I didn't do it. Wait. Talk to a friend, if you can, or hug an animal. Eat something sweet. Hell, go clubbing and have sex, if you don't care anymore might as well right?
I see suicide as the pussy way out of life. It's like bitching out and not being willing to see if it can change. So what if it disappoints you? That's your disappointment to have.
Dunno what happened to it, I usually have the picture saying how "life is like a painting, you have to have the lights and the darks. Just like how the bad times make you appreciate the good so much more. I'm waiting on the good times now."
We all go through it, meng. Not reason enough to end it all, though.
Life can be difficult. It's not always fun. Don't kill yourself though, there are still good times ahead.
>>17396934
It doesn't always get better, that's a lie . Things do get shittier if you let them. I hate when people say that shit.But you don't know what happens in the afterlife. Who says it's any better? Suffer here or suffer in hell your choice. Problems don't go away. Take your suicidal thoughts and use them not to fear death. Go at life hard as if you don't fear death. Seek God.
>>17396934
I see suicide as neutral. Not bad or good. Usually if im suicidal I go to extreme lengths to fix things though.