I don't fear death, yet I'm just waiting to slip away.
>Meet a girl during high school, she says she loves me but doesn't want a relationship.
>I slowly drift away. She says she still loves me yet I'm still upset that she didn't want to commit.
>Go to college.
>I'm not attracted to anyone.
>I become a workaholic once I got a job.
>Work out twice a day
>I study in my free time because I'm my biggest rival.
>My scores/grades are average at best
>I want to be great and loved for me
I feel really aloof. I can't feel love anymore. Sometimes I wonder if I'm gay because nobody does anything for me. I just can't see beauty anywhere. What do?
>>17396930
It feels like you've stuck in the routine and are in dire need of experiences. Go to a concert or shit.
>because nobody does anything for me.
Nobody owns you shit, OP.
A woman told you she loved you and you didn't care, so, why should anybody else give a fuck about you?
Wanna see beauty? Take some ecstasy and enjoy life for once.
>>17396972
Yeesh. This isn't really where I'm getting at... Trust me I cared that she loved me, it just hurt that she wanted an open relationship essentially. I think I'm just going through depression because of that actually. She's still my friend but we've lost the romance. As Elvis would sing, YOU'VE LOST THAT LOVING FEEEELING.