I know that my boyfriend doesn't hate me, but my constant insecurities make me constantly feel unloved, especially when he's doing his own thing and not paying attention to me. I force myself to give him space and time to do his own thing, and I logically know that he loves me, but I want to be able to /feel/ that everything is alright when I'm not with him to see the evidence. Any advice on how I can stop being a fucking idiot?
Practice self validation.
Being in a relationship should be because you want to, not because you NEED to.
Even though you're both dating, it's not his job to be your constant source of comfort and security. You have to be your own person, too.
Be grateful and accept what you have.
>>17396809
Yeah. Stop.
Go do something else for your self esteem like work out or paint or accomplish something.