Socially Awkward Male Needs Advice

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So this is my only place to turn to. Please be helpful.

Without being too long winded. There's this girl, younger by me by 3 years. She was kind of an acquantince in my group of friends from a while back. Anyways...

>Fast forward 5 years later and we find eachother on tinder
>Usually I dont find many people interesting or attractive because I'm picky and am all fucked in the head from a semi recent break up, but she's really beautiful and I'm starting to feel better about myself
>likes the same music, books, bullshit etc.
>but lives 200+miles away, just in town for a few days
>plan to hang out, tell her I dont know exactly what we are gonna do
>she comes over and actually likes all the dead animals and creepy stuff in my room
>we smoke
>soon we start making out after awkward conversation about how we always thought one another attractive but never said anything.
>making out turns into eating her out
>cant get hard on because my diabetes is acting up (literally), medicate myself, achieve hard on, have the sex.
>long sex, with lots of positions, wow
>cant cum because of diabetes acting up
>apologize awkwardly, she seems to understand (hopefully)
>hang out for awhile longer, talking about shit but we are both kinda awkward and quiet people
>evauntually she leaves, ask her how often she's in town, says only about twice a year
>sadfrog.jpeg
>tell her thanks I've been kinda lonely and dont hang out with most people because they of normies.
>feel sensation of spaghetti falling out
>sit awkwardly around
>later that night she text me and says she thinks im super cool, had a lot of fun with me and really hopes to see me again.
>tell her the same, say if shes ever bored to text me
>cool ok

I'll continue in the thread.