How do I not hate myself?

By realising that you're a human being with strengths and weaknesses just like everyone else. Dont put too much pressure on yourself

Don't dwell about that things that you can't change about yourself, and focus on things that you can actually improve on.

>>17392861
I have had problems with myself since I was younger, I hate how I am emotionally and all of that other stuff. I suck ass at talking to women and when I do get one that is slightly interested in me something always goes wrong and I can't help but blame myself so I have no idea what to do.

I was talking to this girl for a couple of months recently and it went downhill, I beat myself up over it and I can't help it. I've gotten into this deep pit of depression I can't get out of and it's the second worst time I've had in my life so far. I'm not depressed just over this girl, I'm having self image problems on top of other life struggles, everything that can go wrong has and I feel like since all this has been going on that all I can do is blame myself.

>>17392874
Im not sure If I got this 100% right but it seems that you put alot of self value in how others (girls) see you

It's not a very good thing to do, but unfortunately I can relate, and I was given the advice to not put pressure on myself .
Seriously, it's not your fault that girls dont want to talk to you, and you should'nt blame yourself