All i ever want to do is hurt things.its almost a constant thought

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All i ever want to do is hurt things.its almost a constant thought at times.all my life i have hurt things,or people. All i know to do is hurt things.i have severe repressed anger issues and i dont feel like i need to change.on paper i will say i need to change,or if someone tells me i need to ill just shrug it off and say something they want to hear because i just dont want to deal with them anymore.now that i have graduated,i am not entirely sure what to do with myself. I had mediorce grades at best,and i am not entirely sure if there is even anything out there for me. I have common sense but i lack alot of book smart stuff. What is there to do? I do not feel like i NEED to do anything. I just feel like i need to have as much fun as possible.what is life without self gratification? I refuse to be some coperate work ant for some jack ass who does not even care about me or know me.there is simply nothing out there for me.

TL:DR i want to live life as fun and violent as possible,what do?