29, unemployed, live at home, overweight guy. Probably the walking stereotype of the average fat vidya dude who lives at home. I've lived myself but shit was too expensive even when working, have lived with exs but broke up. Not had sex for over a year. A good portion of me is actually glad not to give a fuck about girls and relationships. Being my weight, trying to date is like trying to apply for a job you're barely qualified hours. Massive amounts of effort and time into it with very little results.
I guess I'm looking for motivation somewhere in this advice forum. Because right now I'm content just to sit and game. I don't hate my life, I've come to accept it for what it is. But the biggest motivator for me to lose weight, get a job be productive etc was females. But I have become bitter towards them due to the treatment I've received being a bigger guy. I don't hate females, but if it's a choice between sucking up, pandering etc to females or gaming, I'm choosing gaming. Which means my motivation to improve my life completely evaporates. I'd be interested in hearing advice other than "do it for yourself", even if its questioning the way I'm thinking just now.
why keep trying
kill self
>>17386905
you sound like a fat lazy fuck that just leaches off his parents. what a disappointment to them. you don't need to get in shape but as an adult you should try to support yourself and stop being a pathetic neck beard in his mommies basement. don't you think it's a let down to have some man child that doesn't work and just games all the time. work hard make money live on your own. find a girl that wants to suck up to you. there are females like that out there that aren't full of themselves and want to be a good partner. start a family, make something of your life. if you don't your going to wind up a sad fat old man with no money or family.