>tfw had a dream that my HS crush threw herself onto me and nuzzled her head into my chest, while I stroked her hair
>I wake up, realize it wasn't real, and genuinelly feel like shit
I was never bothered by this before, but now that I expereinced such a life like occurance, I feel defeated and empty now. I've never even held a girl's hand let alone do anything. All HS I just ignored girls and rejected a few even. All of a sudden I regret my actions and want the warm embrace now. Why is this? How do I not fuck up in college? I have no experience talking and dealing with girls.
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You really only have one option if you are serious about your HS crush. You need to get in contact with her in some way, work out if you have things in common, give the friendship some time before asking her whether she would like to date you. if she says yes - success. If no, that's okay - you tried your best and now have an answer to your question. This won't happen over night and you will have to be realistic about your chances and honest about your feelings. Give it some time and things might work out well.
Side note: I have also had this happen to me. I had a dream about a girl I knew in University and woke up feeling a profound connection to her for like no reason. She lived in a different city so I didn't pursue it and got over the dream. No regrets.