>be me
>be 19
>have no money to go to college
>lonely fuck
>have no idea what to do with my life
>feel depression coming back to me
>decide to give myself an ultimatum and go to 4chan for advice
Yes, I am relatively new to 4Chan. Inb4 newfag.
I decided to give myself an ultimatum. I am somewhat set on it so I came here for advice. A little about myself though - I am a relatively fit and somewhat smart guy who wants to become a game designer.
The ultimatum is as follows, and its not a good one I know - I tell the girls that I love that I love her. If she feels the same way then I'll stay and work out what I can do here. If not, then I want to join the army for a couple years then go to a technical school afterwards. The reason being is that she's the last person keeping me here. It would bother me to no end if I never told her. Once I tell her, I'll be content with whatever answer she gives me. And if that answer just so happens to be a no then it'd be time for me to move on from home and pursue whatever ambition or dream I have.
What do you guys think about this. Am I being stupid? Am I making a good choice letting someone else basically decide what happens to me? Is the army even a good choice? Thanks.
>>17383160
You don't have to go to school to be a game designer.
Beter yet, don't go to school to become a game designer, educate yourself, there's plenty of learning materials online.
Also, does this girl know you? Just straight up telling her ''I love you'' will scare her.
Ask her out on a date like a normal person.
And why do you want to join the army?
Do it. Tell her that you love her and then decide from there what you want to do.
It may seem like you only have two options, but you may have many more and not realize it til after you've done this one thing that is obviously important to you.