Basically I went through a shit of a 17 yrs, really bad psychological and sexual abuse. I hit 28 and realized wtf happened to me. Is it a good idea to go to NYC alone? just hang out there at bars, get a drink or two, enjoy sushi and night life by myself? or would I get depressed (I get depressed easily - if I see too many happy people I guess). But maybe I will have a good time?? idk?
well if you're stable, by all means go for it. think of it as a bit of self-indulgence, never did anyone harm, senpai.