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I got logic bombed at some point and convinced myself that because of things others have done to me I will never have a desirable partner.
For example, I've been verbally, physically and psychologically abused by very undesirable people from the moment I was born. And even molested and raped by a trashy person.
To me it feels like I'm tainted forever by their filth and so if I even could miraculously get a woman to play with, she would just be stupid and disgusting for wanting the left overs from such people.
I'll never have a desirable person a part of my life ever again.
My body was poisoned, drugged and mutilated in a ritual once so my body is disgusting.
I'm miserable because I don't agree with almost anything this world does and because I constantly think of the undesirable people that wronged me. I keep getting triggers in my mind of stuff like that ugly faggot forcing himself on me and rubbing his crotch of my leg.
I don't want to exist anymore.
I don't know how to be delusional, shameless and stupid enough so that I could enjoy life with people like you.
What should I do Doctor Phil?
Is it hysterical?
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Yeah you look like you're in some deep psychological trauma. Therapy is strongly recommended.
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>>17374703
Do some painting
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>>17374782
Are you suggesting that I get a shotgun and create a masterpiece with blood splatter?
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You seem like your having some PTSD and self esteem issues from all this and I'm sorry to hear that and I hope the best for you. I'd recommend some therapy to find the things deeper within yourself to heal you. Which is not a bad thing. Therapy will help you understand yourself and others most importantly how your brain works in relation to your current and past perceptions.
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Therapy has saved my life senpai. I think it'll do the same for you.
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