How do I hate myself less

>>17374440

>how do i hate myself less

well why do you ahte yourself?

>21 year old college student

uhhh?

>gay

there is no reason to hate yourself for being gay. you cant change it, so why should you? if you feel the need to change life style simply live closeted, its a pretty rewarding experience imo.

>autistic

literally autistic, or literally minorly autistic? I have worked with / helped with several autists adn they're all nice guys adn i can understand where their self hate comes from cuz other people can be rather closed minded.

>severe anxiety

this is something fixed by doing what gives you anxiety

>perverted

to waht degree

>only somewhat smart

you mean just lie everyone else?

>>17374440
I dunno man being you is pretty impossible to change

Get on board the acceptance train.

>>17374440
You sound like the perfect dude for me, I'm not even kidding.
Have more confidence in yourself, there's nothing wrong with what you described except if social anxiety prevents you from doing things you want, if you don't care about going outside and talking much then even that is ok.
I hope you find a caring and perv bf.