Why don't I find more varied things enjoyable?

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I think there is something wrong with me. Only a few things ever make me happy. Sitting and playing video games all day when I am not at work and reading about rocks and metals.

Thats it. Thats my fucking life. How do I change this? I am in my late 20's and looking back, I have done nothing. The reason is because I just don't find things like traveling enjoyable.

Something is wrong with me. I feel terrible thinking about this. Why don't I get the same enjoyment from like traveling or the thought of raising kids? Kids actually repulse me and I hate dealing with them and being around them.

How the fuck did I get like this? Why am I so basic? What the hell does it mean to live life? Am I living? I don't possess that desire to like see new things or do new stuff.

Like the other day a friend of mine asked me to go camping with them. I said no. Camping to me is stupid and serves no purpose. I didn't say that obviously but that is how I feel. WHY DO i FEEL LIKE THIS!?

Help me understand.