Hey, i know there are milions of threads like this every day.

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Hey, i know there are milions of threads like this every day.
And that's why I will appreciate every reply.
I cannot get over one girl. Let's name her M. We weren't even together, we were just dating. I had 19 y/o then, she had 15 (legal in my country). And well, these 6 months were best of my life, l felt like the king of the world and everything.
I'm a person who wasn't a jealous - she wants to go with a male friend, go for it and shit. One time she was writing to me while she was metting him. Messages like "I wish I were with you" and "I prefer you over him".
Well bullshit, like 2 months later she told me she developed feelings for him, and she dosen't have sexual attraction to me. I gave her choice, me or him. She choosed him, so I just dropped the contact. Deleted from fb (yah childlish, but I just was broken) and everything.

That was 2 years ago. And I was dating several girls, all where short-time relationships. Just after I'm always thinking "It would be better with M", and I dunno, I just feel like something wasn't closed between us. I didn't saw her for 2 years, and recently my friend told me she is still with that guy, from before.

I don't know what to do. I tried other girls, it just wasn't that. I don't know how to say it.

I changed. Very much, from 19 old fattie with little shitgoatee, to fullberad, fit guy. I have no problem with getting other girls.