Problem with life priorities.

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Damn. i have a problem with myself for a good few years now. I really want to find a good loving girl for a relationship but for all these years the i only had 3 relationships with all ended within a month or shorter. One of the girl was a really fucked up person that could not think who she wants to be with, one was a both was fuckup me drinking too much and her being a asshole to me and the last one was my best friend for 2 years before we been together. She lived in a different city and she broke contact with me just as she did two times before. The problem is that i have been trying to hit up on my other long time friend for some time and it did not work out so well. I really like but even before i was intrested in her i was disgusted by her doing some casual sex with another friend with to me is unbeliveble. Fucking outside relationship with a friend or something. Stinks like some degeneracy or something. Anyway. Today i talked with my friend about me hitting on that girl and my problems with finding someone and one of the things is that somehow alot of people i know consider me a friend but noone thought of me as a person for a relationship. How the fuck im supposed to cope with this? What im doing wrong?