hi /adv/
>got my degree
>slaved trough internships
>first internship was at a multinational industrial tech company
>really stiff "archaic" envrioment
>strict management, high degree of management
>extremely regulated because of the industry it is in
>wasn't able to become friendly with anyone and felt quite alienated fast
>think maybe it is the company
>second internship at a bit smaller tech company
>prides itself on employee "self-management" which just resulted in me screwing up all my deadlines
>have a bit of awkward conversations with my direct colleagues
>try to lunch with my cubicle colleagues
>notice that I'm not really fitting in
>eventually stop that
>end up isolated working again
>company now wants to hire me for real
I don't know what to do /adv/
I'm not the least social person I know and I do have friends but I just keep ending up isolated at work and it's really bringing me down
is this normal? is this my fault? should I try again at a different company or hope that things will get better?
No worries I have a hard time truthfully connecting to people too. I just have small talk with most and then avoid doing social stuff with those I dont like. If its forced it will get awkward fast. Give up on trying to like everyone and focus first onto making one friend who you have something in common with
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do you really think it will work even after half a year?
I think most people already consider me weird