The world and the people in it are enemies. Every last one of them wants to hurt me.
But how can I ever win?
>>17368814
There is no win or lose in life. In the end, we are but motes of dust making the fantasy of meaning from an ultimately doomed state of existence.
Stop viewing other people as "the enemy" and plastering malevolence onto people who are too busy not trying to enjoy the time they have to put you on a pedestal of luxury and praise. Only then will you even begin to approximate the feeling you want.