Why do I even bother loving at all anymore. I just get hurt and sad every time.
Getting close to not caring about anything anymore.
I don't know if I'd have the "courage" to kill myself, but if I was to suddenly get struck by lighting or get run over, I think I'd be more than happy with that.
>>17367433
Lol you aren't meant to be alone you're just not good enough to get girls
I can get girls sometimes but I can't be with anyone permanently because of all my mental dysfunction and I have to make everything about sex or resort to hookups and I know my relationships will be short lived and I get really attached and have to break it off because of who I am