I feel as if I am falling behind tremendously in life. I am mid 20's but I feel like I am 50.
It feels like life has gone full gray and nothing means anything anymore. I don't get any pleasure from anything I use to like doing. Video games don't hold my attention, reading does nothing. I don't have the capacity for a relationships or the capital.
Is this all life has to offer? I am not interested in travel or seeing the world. In fact, I am convinced most of the world is a 3rd world shit hold and the only places maybe worth living in are canada, USA and some portions of europe and australia. MAYBE.
Everywhere just seems like shit. Everything just seems like shit.
WHY DOES EVERYTHING SEEM LIKE SHIT!?
Anyone remember that south park episode where stan could only see things as SHIT? Help me.
Oh look, another depressive joins the fold
>>17364106
I wouldn't be this way if getting a girlfriend were not such a shitty ordeal. Its horrible. You need so much fucking capital. Particularly, a car if you don't live in a city with a good metro. Then its excusable. I however live in one of those "cities" but lacks good public transit, so everyone just uses a fucking car.
FUCK THIS WORLD!
Depression.
Please visit a psychologist.
And stay strong, you hear me ?
>>17364111
Can't you get around by bike in your city ? Sounds stupid but you can reach a lot with a bike.
Finding a girlfriend will also get easier when you get out of your "everything is bad" thing. To find someone kind of requires to love yourself first. Even if you find someone in your state now, it won't work out good. Your partner won't be able to give you what you're searching for. They can help, that's it.
So please, get help from a professional before you fall deeper in that "hole".
>>17364111
>I wouldn't be this way if getting a girlfriend were not such a shitty ordeal.
>Making another person responsible for your happiness
Welp, good luck with that.