I just want to feel love. Or anything. I know this sounds edgy, but I've slowly built up a thick shell that'll only get pierced by certain trigger topics, and now I want somebody to talk to. My friends all see me as this big untouchable hulk of a man that'll start a fight at the drop of a hat, so I can't tell them about anything that'll paint me in a sensitive light. I don't want sex, I don't want any of that anymore. I just want to talk to someone about the feelings that've been killing me inside. Where do you find someone like that, /adv/?
>>17349133
Yeah dude it sounds really hard being big and alpha. Gosh all that sex must have been terrible. I'm feeling really bad for you right now.
>>17349142
It ain't about sex. Everyone thinks they want sex, but the wrong kind will make you feel used.
Oh man did I finally found someone who's been through the same thing as me?
Well, I usually lowkey dated people who became depressed as heck and called themselves a hopeless romantic, but then we slowly drift away and not talk to each other for a while (I'm still good friends with a couple of them but we both don't like bringing up that topic), and you feel like you've been used so people get a boost of happiness and self confidence.