I was recently put into a mental hospital for severe depression and suicidal tendencies. My parents and siblings are extremely supportive of me getting better, but they don't know that they're the reason why I was put in there, my mom especially. She abused me constantly, physically and sexually, my dad didn't put a stop to it, and my siblings never comforted me after it happened. I was alone and the doctors say that was probably when my depression first developed.
Like I said, my family has no idea about this. I only told them that it was because of a really bad argument I had with friends in school. I never plan on telling them the truth. I'm also not sure if I should stay in contact with them after I graduate college; I can literally feel headaches and the sensation of my brain melting when I'm around them
Honestly, looking back on what I just wrote, I probably just want someone to say that I should leave them and never look back, but what do you think I should do, /adv/?
Stay with them and dwell on the past
>>17348691
>/adv/, i'm drinking this poison that would destroy me
>Should i stop drinking and never look back?
the answer is always yes
>>17348703
I guess I that was the better way to write this, now wasn't it?
>>17348700
My only problem with that is that I feel like I'll go crazy, and I'm not sure if I can change the way I look at them anymore