I keep dreaming about a girl

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For the past 2-3 weeks I've been dreaming about a girl (even though I rarely think about her in the day time). We used to be really close and were pretty much dating (although I never asked her out, I think you just know when it happens). Anyway this was back in high school (which I just graduated from). We were really close and I would sometimes skip soccer practice to hang out with her and watch a movie at my house or just talk. Things were very good but my dad got cancer and eventually died. Already have issues with depression prior to this, I was initially fine. Didn't show any signs or grief I didn't even cry. But eventually it all hit me and I got extremely depressed. I stopped talking to pretty much all of my friends including her. Since then when ever I run into her she is still very eager to talk to me and doesn't seem to hold a grudge against me for ignoring her. Now that school is out I keep having dreams about her, just me and her hanging out and talking. Should I get in touch with her again? I kind of miss her.