My mother is dying of cancer and finally admitted she nearly molested me in the bath when I was 5 or 6. I remember she used to put out sexual vibes when I was 8 or 9 and I feel like I missed out on childhood.
I never became overly masculinized or misogynistic but bordered on that behavior in high school. Eventually I had such a shitty relationship with a girl who was older that I thought I might be gay. This led to experimentation when I was 22. Now I'm with a really loving girl who accepts my past and we've been pretty happy. She's even been there to help with end of life care for my mom.
Anyway I feel like there have to be people out there with similar experiences and sexual abuse toward young boys by women is sadly not talked about or acknowledged but it happens.
I remember when I was a little boy.. 5 or 6 I think.. I had scarlet fever and my mom would just go to her friends house with me, then show them my wang.
It made me incredibly uncomfortable because it was a TON of people. Aunts, neighbors, my friends parents, ect.
At least it didn't kill me I guess
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The shitty part is not knowing if anything actually happened
>not wanting to be raped by a hot relative
I want tumblr to leave.
One of my older siblings molested me at 4/5-ish.
I haven't told anyone about it. Probably wouldn't be believed anyway.
He doesn't understand why I hate him so much. I'm 22, still won't date a redhead.