my life is spiraling out of control

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first time posting ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Here's some backstory, i am a total beta but ive been told im good looking and girls try to talk to me first when im with a group of friends, i have anxiety, depression and probably a lot more but im too scared to get help because i dont want to disappoint my mom and my friends are all horrible people (but that's another story)

In class i sat next to this girl prob a 7/10 she didnt talk much but i didnt either she made a lot of self deprivating jokes and i chimed in sometimes (whatever its late ill call people earthbound cities) her name was onett the year went by we still didnt talk much but we were both a lot more comfortable next to each other so we had assigned seats but nobody listened to the teacher except me and onett so one day i walk in to class and twoson, prob a 6/10 super loud and obnoxious, is sitting in onett's spot and shes one seat over so now twoson is inbetween me and onett and apparently they were friends all year and she just decided one day to sit next to us i didnt think much of it bc i had a really good grade in the class so twoson probably just wanted to copy off me and then it happened i found out that two of my favorite bands were touring together i had to go i didnt care who i went with i just needed to go so i said something on twitter like "hmu if youre into this type of music" and i linked the tour i got some messages from some people who obviously didnt like the music so i just ignored them and in class the text day twoson gives me an envelope and in it there where concert tickets and she tells me "you, me, onett, and threed are all going!!" so i was stoked because i kind of knew threed

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