Summary of life to provide background to my inquiry also b/c need 2 vent.
Question next post
> Born asthmatic, introvert, rich fag
> Life good parent argue but get whatever I want, so DGF
>10 years later parents divorce
> Money Bags leaves stay with mom b/c I'm stupid
>Poor fag
>Mom is disabled hippy slut cunt but cool with her b/c lets me do whatever
>Do okay in school but no direction b/c MMORPG addict
> Go to college for Engineering b/c I know it's decent money
>Pussy out and study History and Pre-law Fresmen year. Figure I'm good at being a cold dick so lawyer wouldn't be a bad choice.
>Jr. year of college have accident in gym. Spend better part of 5 months not able to move well. With time of self reflection I realized I made big mistake in major change, so I take math and CS classes
>Talk to counselors too late to change major.RIP
>Could have finished major in 3 years but stay for an extra year for maths/science/CS classes at Uni (allowed to stay to finish foreign language requirement. RIP MONEY)
>Decide I must get useful degree at all costs
>Get toilet paper degree move in with mother and new play thing
>go to local CC for missing maths/Physics for a year while basically living as a Neet shut in
>apply to College for EE get accepted. No moneys b/c have reached cap
>Try to join military
>Thought I outgrew Asthma but stupid enough to mention to recruiter. Show him letter from doctor saying I'm good, so he lets me give it a shot.
>Go through military retard test 98 on ASVAB (oh boy I can read) get treated like MEAT on medical. Get rejected after medical because still have Asthma oh boy.
>Live as true n33t for 4 months
>Only go out to lift weights with friend and play MMORPG
>Randomly get shit Job in stock room at retail shithole
>Do well b/c of gym, but people insult me b/c they jelly.
>ignore them do good work
>apply to school again b/c at 24 more moneys from government b/c independent
>cunts cry to manager get shoved into working at graveyard
>Get sick but still work b/c its my life at that point
> get better people hate me b/c i made them do extra work while I was sick. Also I didn't talk to them, so they think I'm stuck up and retarded.
>Light at end of tunnel I get accepted to same Uni again and this time with more loan money
>must wait out this shit fest for 2 more months till I'm free
Now my questions.
What do I do about being an introvert?
-Mother says therapy helps
-I will start giving a shit about other people, so I can talk to these other people
-Will resist urge to insult people
What should I do to be successful in my career?
-I will study my dick off
-I will work out again for physical relief/looks
- I will look for internship
Do I need to get a masters degree?
-Going to go to average state college, so afraid I won't get decent job
Do I need to change life goals?
- I want a decent job
- I want my friends to respect me
- I want to be someone people can depend upon
-I want to be muscle bound
-I want to make people smile when they are around me.
tits for attention
After i get an EE degree. I also want to get a Physics degree after 5 years of a steady job. Is this stupid?
-I mostly want a degree in Physics because it's interesting, and I'm sick of my friends thinking they are superior because they have Physics degrees
-More knowledge is always good
I am going to get a vasectomy after college b/c I don't want to ruin my life with children. Is this a good idea?