Dad passed away recently..

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I've only seen my father one time in my life due to my parents divorce, and that was last year when I made a thread on here asking some of you if I should go visit him over seas, regardless of my moms opinion (she wasn't happy). I wasn't going to go but some of you motivated me to visit my dad and it turns out my father is actually a really nice guy and my mom was wrong about many things.. I was happy I gave him a chance and I'm thankful for the advice some of you have given me last year.. Ever since I met him until last week, my dad and I have been talking a lot and we scheduled to see each other again later on in the year. The issue is my dad passed away recently and I don't know how to cope with it. I am obviously supporting my mother as she is very upset by the death. I just don't know how to feel about the whole situation.. The last time I talked to my dad I wished him happy fathers day for the first time and he couldn't believe it. He was soo happy and it just breaks my heart that my dad tried to provide for me with his limited income and my mom refused to let me accept or even talk to him at times. So I'm just wondering what do I do? Do I sell my gaming set up for a airplane ticket to attend his funeral? I'm not wealthy at all so selling everything including my phone would literally leave me nothing to entertain myself my room would be empty. Thanks for your advice guys. Appreciated as always......

PS. Pardon the broken English, it's not my first language.