For years now I've been going around mental health professionals and GP appointments changing lifestyles but nothing has ever made me happy. Doctors have just said I have reasons to be sad but it doesn't help they just admit they can't do anything and let me go. I'm not even that lonely I've dated people had friends that are conservative that I can debate with or outgoing friends that I went to gigs with but its never been enjoyable shit like drugs aren't even fun I gave up after trying them a handful of times. Settled down with just staying inside all day people take me outside on occasion but it just stresses me out and upsets my stability
>upsets my stability
you're depressed
>>17291289
anon i feel you.
I think sometimes the best we can do is just shock therapy
to be let alone in a jungle and just survive or die
>>17291289
Gotta shake things up big time every now and again. Get on a bus and go somewhere random.
>>17291289
I believe the problem is your state of mind. You expect things to be a way and then are disappointed when they are another. Just stop guessing and you'll be fine.